we're half awake in a fake empire

Genuinely didn't realise how crappy I'd been feeling over the past few months until about two days ago when it felt like a weight suddenly lifted. Been walking around the past couple of days like WOW I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER IS THIS WHAT EVERYONE ELSE FEELS LIKE THIS IS AMAZING. 

It's like I'm seeing in colour again, but I didn't even know how washed out everything had become.